GIVE ME A CHANCE :X

(sana habang binabasa nyo ung blog ko, iplay nyo to) 

I need you… is all that I can say
But deep inside of me you know
I want you more each day
But time wont let me have the chance
So, Ive got to see you even at a glance

I know its hard for you to see
Exactly how much you mean to me
Since its just a one way street
And Im the only whos on it
No one knows the way but me

Refrain:
I love you… cant you hear me?
Oh, cant you please see through me
Oh, babe I need your love so badly
Its no lie so please believe me
In my heart youll see the real me
You just gotta give me a chance

Since I got that off my chest
I need to let you know is
I really did my best
To keep this feeling inside
But theres just no place to hide
So, please be my love…

I love you… cant you hear me?
Oh, cant you please see through me
Oh, babe I need your love so badly
Its no lie so please believe me
In my heart youll see the real me
You just gotta give me a chance

Give me a chance…

kapapanood ko lang nung PHR Somewhere in My Heart na pinapalabas ngayon sa ABS-CBN. ewan ko. pero parang napakaspecial ng kwento niya saken. siguro kasi at some point nakakarelate ako.

ITS WEIRD NO? how anyone can actually sacrifice for the one they love. paano nila nakakayang saktan ang sarili nila para lamang sa kaligayahan ng mga mahal nila. siguro thats what love is all about. being weird.

minsan kasi we do hilarious things para mapansin ng mga mahal natin. na kahit super nagmumukha na tayong tanga, go parin. wala eh. mahal mo.

minsan we love them sobra kaya paginiwan tayo masakit din na sobra.

minsan nga we dont wanna fall na eh, kaya lang super stubborn ng puso natin. kung ano gusto niya, siyang masusunod. bakit pa kasi nauso yung saying na “follw your heart” ? yan. spoiled. tuloy si heart.

minsan din kahit sobrang sakit na ng ginagawa ng mahal natin sa atin, magtatanga-tangahan nalang tayo, bulag-bulagan para lang din hindi tayo masakatan.

and minsan, napapagisip tayo ng love ng mga di pangkaraniwan na mga bagay. example, pick-up lines. corny na lines. romantic dates. romantic gifts. at kung ano pang romantic para lang mapasaya natin sila. tapos, pagnabigo, we ended up thinking about suicide. we say to ourselves, na life will be pointless pag wala na sila. (and super super mali yun)

its funny how love can change other people. the strong becomes weak. the intelligent becomes stupid. yung mayabang nagiging torpe. minsan nga yung concervative nagiging provocative e. yung walang pera nagiging galante. yung mayaman humirap. at worst, yung ayaw magka-anak, nagkaanak! lol.

pero if ever we fall man, sana saluhin tayo no? if ever we fail, sana magpakita agad yung right guy. if ever we commit ourselves to them na, sana maging true sila. diba. world is so wonderful kahit love lang meron.

ang saya mainlove! nakakabaliw! nakakatakot! nakakabago ng lifestyle. nakakataranta! nakakaexcite! nakakalighten ng buhay. pero higit sa lahat? nakakatuwa na nakakaiyak.

PANALO ULIT!

yessss! panalo ulit GINEBRA! ang ganda ng laban nila with PUREFOODS. sayang di ako nakipagpustahan sa tita ko, may cornetto sana ako. tip to top, SARAP! hha. well’ its my fault naman. i doubted Ginebra’s ability. too bad. kasi tlaga i thought matatalo sila! kalaban kaya nila siana James Yap, Roger Yap, Canaleta, ARTADI, Simon, Raymundo. ang ggaling kaya ng mga yun (opinion ko lang). pero dahil never say die ang team ko. nanalo sila! yeah! 2-0 na! hha. sana mgcontinue. di kaya nmiss ni artadi ang team niya dati? hhe. oh sa FRIDAY OCT 23 may laban sila. goodluck ulit sakanila!

 sabi ng kuya ko, manuod daw kami ng laban nila sa araneta sa december. sana matuloy. pagiipunan ko yun!!!

 nothing beats the kings!

GOODBYE :’(

it is really hard to say goodbye especially to th person who is special to your heart. goodbye is the most painful word that can surely break a lover’s heart. a “goodbye” can break all the promises and tear your soul into pieces.

letting go of someone does not mean you dont love the person anymore, it is just that you realize that something is not working well that is why you take the risk of it to let go. it may be too painful at first, but atleast time will heal it by its own time.

 in every sad ending, there will always be a rainbow of beginnings.

dream :x

nowadays, lagi nalang akong nananaginip. its either masaya or malungkot. pero pinakamagandang panaginip ko kapag nagkakatuluyan kami ng mga crush ko. hha. ansaya grabe. kahit sa panaginip lang kasi, nagiging sau sila and nahahalikan pa.

nung tuesday ng madaling araw, bonggang bonggang nanaginip ako. nagkatuluyan daw kami ng crush ko, itago nalang natin siya sa pangalang JP. hha. well, nakalimutan ko na yung story sa panaginip ko pero ang naalala ko lang eh kami ni JP. may love triangle pa ata nun e. i forgot na kung sino. hha. kya ansaya ng araw ko nun. kasi pagdating ko rin sa skul, nakita ko siya. well, umaasa akong maging classmate ko siya kahit sa isang subject lang. 2nd year palang nman xa, and ako, 1st. so may chances diba? lalo na pareho kami ng major. hha. ewan ko ba. pero parang ang sarap ng feeling na ung crush mo magkakagusto sau. lagi kang blooming, inspired, masipag pumasok. wala ng hihilingin pa. pagmagpepray ka kay God nun, puro pasasalamat nalang maririnig nya. hha. di na yung “sana mapansin nako ni ano..”, sana maging kami ni ano…”, “sana makatabi ko siya sa ano…”, “sana makita ko siya mmya…” puro sana! hha. sabi nila ayaw ni God yung makulit. hha.

 pero kahit panaginip un, atlis naramdaman kong mhal niya ko. atlis may nagmamahal pa pla sakin. (drama?) kahit sa sandaling minuto na napapanaginipan ko siya napasaya niya ng bonggang bongga ang buhay ko. di man maging kami sa reality, solb narin ako. tanggap ko nman na suntok sa buwan talaga siya e. hha.

sge, tulog na ko. finals pa namin sa esdraw tom. let’s pray na hindi na ako malate tom. hha.

It’s just hard to think I’ll never get the chance to say you’re mine.

kabarangay. :D

GINEBRA! GINEBRA! hiyawan ng mga tao pag naglalaro ang mga GINEBRA. pagnaririnig ko yun, parang gusto ko rin pumunta ng araneta para lang makiisa sa mga nagchicheer. but unfortunately for me, i can’t, kasi medyo malayo samen. bata palang ako proud to be kabarangay nako. if i am not mistaken, grade 5 ako nung first kong napanuod ang ginebra. back to back championship non sila. kaya laging masaya sa bahay. dilaw pa ata yung buhok ni mark caguioa nun e. and dun ko rin na-crush si JJ Helterbrand.

kanina, nasa bahay ako ng tita ko. (place where i grew up). believe me, mahabang story. well, i spend my whole day there. and buti nalang, sinabi ng kuya ko na may laban ginebra. kaya aun, nagstay ako ng hanggang ten don. kasi sa bahay, kapamilya sila, (ako rin) pero they dont wanna miss every eksena sa mga teleserye. lalo na yung may bukas pa and lovers in paris. adik! hha. well, back to my story, aun nga, habang chumichibog kami ng adidas, bituka at betamax, pinapanuod namin sila. actually kaming dalawa lang ng kuya ko, pero paminsan-minsan may mga nakikijoin samin pero, titignan lang nila score tapos aalis narin sila.

yung umpisa nung game, hassle, kasi andaming commercials! naubos na namin mga chibog namin, commercials parin. unknowingly, nagsstart na pla yung game. kaya nung pinalabas na nila, 6 mins nalng patapos na ang 1st quarter. tpos sa first quarter naman lumalamang yung san miguel. kaya nakakabadtrip talaga. hha. pero sa 2nd quarter, 3rd nd 4th, napakaganda ng laro nila. nakakaexcite every second. (actually maganda lang kasi lamang gin). hha. pero maganda rin laro ng bagong salta na si villanueva ah. dati ko narin nkikita yun, and naiinis ako sakanya dati kapag kalaban nila gin, kasi ang galing ganling niya. pero d na ngayon. peace na kami. hha. isa pa tong si rich, crush ko yun e. npakagandang decision na nsa gin xa. hha. kaya lang sayang si artadi, tinrade xa. ang galing din nun a plus the fact na nakakashoot na xa in and out ng line and mabilis din siyang gumalaw infairness. well, balita ko nasa purefoods na siya. ano kayang pakiramdam ng ganun? yung dati mong teammates kalabanan mo na? (lets find out sa sunday! hha.) well, san na nga ba ako? nagkaligaw ligaw na nu? ah basta, PANALO ang GINEBRA!

kung may magpapakitang genie sakin, hihilingin kong makasama ang buong ginebra kahit sandaling oras lang. okaya, mapanuod silang naglalaro ng championship sa araneta. and to have pictures with them. solb nako dun. hha. xempre isasama ko yung mahal kong kuya pagnagkachance.

sana this season mapanuod na namin silang LIVE.

wag tayong aayaw sa mga hamon ng buhay. diba nga NEVER SAY DIE?

how to be a good girlfriend :)

how to be a good girlfriend? whoah. nawiwrduhan ako sa sarili ko. baket ko kaya naisipan i first topic to? kasi siguro alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ako mabuting girlfriend. so i need to take notes of how to and at the same time share it with you. hha! (may ganun?)

•  take it slow. this is really necessary kasi if you dont take things slow baka kaagad naman mawala sayo yung partner mo. masakit yun. for example, know him better habang nagcocourt sya. hindi yung kayo na, e nangingilala ka parin. (awts.) sabi nga nila diba, we shouldn’t let our heart over rule ourself, kasi kahit anong gawin mo, magmamadali at magmamadali siya. like yung pagiisip natin, we shouldn’t let it over rule us also. dapat fair. and decide things pag kalmado ka and don’t decide at the height of your emotion. kasi studies show na it will 80% fail. (gawa gawa ko lang yun) and kung magaaway kayo, TAKE IT SLOW. wag yung kaagad break. tapos ilang hours lang kayo ulit? ano yun hobby nyo? talk about it for several times and think about it for many times. kung d na tlaga pwede. edi wala na. and one more thing, couples nowadays are so agressive. yung parang wala ng bukas. pero the most important thing is wag nyong isuko ang bataan ok? kasi super duper sufferings ang kapalit ng unplanned na yun.

• be honest. (awts ulit) this is the most important thing na kailangan natin para magwork yung relationship ntin with our partner. kasi in the end malalaman at malalaman din yang kasinungalingan mo. for example, don’t tell your boyfriend that you are home when the truth is you’re with your friends hanging out and at the same time flirting. di naman ksi natin maalis yung palalandi e, lalo na kung yummy yung guy. hha. kung may nagawa kang kaslanan wag mo ng dagdagan. after all, there’s no point in lying. just lower your pride and apologize.

• tell him what you feel. kung gaano tayo kaclose sa mga friends natin, dapat ganun din tayo sa mga partners natin. we should always let them know kung ano gusto natin, ayaw natin, and opinions natin sa kahit anong bagay. like what we do with our friends. don’t be scared on vocing what you really want and feel, you may argue with it, but eventually you will also be okay. we can be humble baut outspoken at the same time.

• let him live his life. dont over rule him. remember you are just his girlfriend. at pag nasakal yan, iiwan at iiwan ka niya without second thought. let him do whatever he wants, provided dapat alam di nya yung limitations niya. dapat niyang alalahanin na may girlfriend din siya. give him some space. and dont be selfish, he also needs a time for himself.

• dont be annoying. stop acting childish and possessive. minsan kasi talagang nateturn off yung guy s mga partners nilang ganyan. wag kang text ng text kung di namn ganon kaimportante. wag kang praning kung di siya magtext syo. duh. baka wla siyang load or tulog sya.

• jealousy. dont intentionally make him jelous. or kahit yung pabiro lang baka it will lead you to heart break. wag ka din magselos ng bonggang bongga kasi maiinis lalo yung partner mo nun. ahhh basta wag masyadong selosa!

• appreciate him always. be thankful of the things he is doing for you. always tell him how greatful you are to have him. compliment him always. kahit lalaki mga yan, gustong gusto parin nilang nasasabihan ng magaganda about sakanila.

thats ol for today. my brain isn’t working anymore and i am so sleepy.

goodnight. sana natulungan ko kayo.

There are no rules in having a perfect relationship. remember nothing is perfect. we just have to know how to stick with it and know how to make it last.